This was a rough weekend. Some of the biggest lows of the year, maybe even a couple of years.
In a way I believe that hitting such lows is a form of a cleanse. You really gotta get it out of your system. Your body is recovering, trying to figure out what it means to just rest and its confused, restless. Your mind wants you to keep going but your body just wants to do nothing. I think that its important though to pick yourself by the collar and get yourself out in the world. I went out to Bolinas, rented a board spent an hour and a half nauseous and called it quits. Waste of money but still good to get in the water.
I am kickstarting things by booking a trip to Santa Barbara, I’m overdue. It will be good to get out, surf, nap, maybe read a book?